How To Delete History From Direct Tv Men And Porn...Lust...Why?

Men and Porn...Lust...Why? - how to delete history from direct tv

I have porn with my boyfriend for almost 3 years and has always observed and has a huge collection at home. Over the past year and a half seems to be every day, "Just Looking" pornography online. I started lying about it several times ... and he directly renounce television and lie about it and remove Internet history, to think that not know it. He believes that there is not much for me and do more, but I've noticed lately that more and more a problem, because when you get home from work, he takes his laptop and the fisheries agreement between watching porn websites and almost fell of us (me and) my two children, I turned it around once or twice, and he says I'll never notOr did, then somehow makes me feel guilty of saying something and how much it bothers me. Of course, I find it interesting that pornography for ideas and what not, but on a daily basis!? Come on! I thank you more esteemll's world is watching without my ex-husband and my BF the other women whose naked bodies see each other every day, and I think in general, it is much better than me makes me even more about me. It is greed and correct me if I'm wrong .... This is not lust, even if / is not physically, but also in the heart is not a sin? Adultry ............ Trap? I really do not know what I do now? "When we are intimate, I'm not with me, if that makes sense, I feel as if sometimes ICUng and act like I am, or as if I were a woman in porn ... I'm not a bad little adventerous with sex only with him, and I want more than I do .... not happy almost .. idk .... If you have something very respectful, Rude counseling would like to be appreciated. Thank you! :)